Yeah, it's been a while.

And nothing new. And still, I think about her at least once a day. It's over...LONG over and still I'm obsessing. What the fuck is wrong with me? I know if I start talking to her again, what's gonna happen. I'm gonna go down that same old road again and again. It's gonna get ugly and nasty. And still.....for the life of me I wanna talk to her. I'm such a fool. And an ass. I can't believe I even entertain the idea, but I do.